Its not that I’m being childish nor being temperamental, its just the fact I’ve given so much of myself for the sake of you guys, that when I shall asked for small favor, none would even want to help. Not that I’m self-praising but seriously, I’ve been really generous for these past 2 months. Anyways, I just realized me complaining and writing a blog post about this, just shows how immature I’m of. Ah wells, whatever it is, since I’ve got way lot better things to do apart from hanging out with you guys(I’m serious), I’d rather just do what I gotta do than to beg for you guys to stay when I actually have way more important stuffs to do. Sorry then, if I’d offended anyone with this blog post, I’m just saying what I gotta say, you can judge me anyway you wanted, its not like I’ve never been badly judged before. Ciao~

Earlier today I was at Ximen with a friend, I was trying to get a birthday gift for my sis’s upcoming 20th birthday. After I bought the gift and all, I was ready to leave Ximen to Guting by MRT as I’d have some stuffs to do. On my way towards the MRT, I was called over by a lady, I told her, “Sorry, I’d really have to get going, as I’m meeting up some friends.” She’d still tell me,”Its okay, I won’t take much of your time.” And then she forcefully dragged me away from my friend and took me to a store, and brought me to its basement. As soon as I get down, I saw a lot of half naked ladies on the basement, when I say half naked its not that they’re topless, but they’re only covering themselves with towels. Anyway, tbh, I was pretty confused when I saw those ladies. Then the lady who brought me there started interviewing me about my age, name, etc. LOL! Then later, she’d asked if I’d have abs, I said no. And kept telling her, that I’d really have to go, so I can get outta that awkward situation, however she’d still kept saying that she’d take a few minutes, and later, she called her models over, and asked if I can do them a favor in taking topless photos with her models and asked for my contact details. I pretty much refuse them in everything they’d asked for. So yeah, later, I kinda got pissed as I got friend’s waiting for me at some place. So I told them that I’m not interested in anything they’d be offering me, even if that I’m getting paid for it and so I left. Roflmao, after thinking it over, I find it pretty ironic yet funny. lol.. Do I look like a pornstar or some sort? Or do I look like someone who’s got a good body figure? Oh wells, glad that its over. Hope that I’ll never gone through such shits again. If I’d come across anything like this again, I’d be declining them in a crude way.

A lot of people have questioned me in MSN or via email, where the hell is Tim or D-X69? Its been a while since I’ve been online. Sorry if I’d not respond to you when I was online cause I’d always leave my PC on. And due to the fact I’ve been trying to lose weight by exercising and in addition that I am studying at MTC now. So obviously, I do not have time, however I’d try my best to manage my time for my sites and for coming online. And also, 2 weeks ago(if im not mistaken) I got my braces, I’m still having a hard time eating. And I have to eat slow(which is what I’m so NOT used to(cause if you’d hang out with me before I got my braces, you’d realized how fast I eat). Ah wells, its late here, I gotta go take a nap, and need to work on my sites. Will update sooner or later and hopefully if I get more time I’d upload the photos.

I’ve been having a hard thought about my life, career and future lately and have realized if I kept going on the same way like I always was, that is getting serious with something and put all effort to it and become good at it then some obstacles came in between while I was improving, I decided to rest for a while, got lazy, then start getting serious on another thing. I serious-fucking-ly have to make up my mind of what I really want. Though I’m saying all these, I still can’t be sure what I want. I’ve neglected whats most important for me, that is “pool”. Now I’m back to the internet/webmaster’s world and I remember while I was serious at pool, I told myself I will never return as a webmaster ever again. But sadly, here I am again. Pool was actually a thing I tried to put all heads onto it, focus and walk all the way with it. And they were 6months of hardcore training since Sep 2008, I was improving so much and was happy with the result. Now look at me, I played pool lately, and found out that I have forgotten a few of the logical ball control techniques. Everything does not seem right to me. I can’t imagine what my mind will make me like tomorrow. But I’ll say I will certainly try my best to focus on what I really want to become(as if I have a real interest, as I like almost everything I saw. =_=”). This is the most ironic posts I’ve ever made. Self-consulting! XD

Two days ago, Sunday(16th May 2010), seems like everything didn’t go well for me. First off, didn’t had good sleep, woke up in the morning, thought I’d visit my coach, visited him, was trying to tell him I just got back a week ago, but couldn’t fooled him as he know I was back months ago, and he knew I felt bad for not going to training for a long time and not telling him that I’m being lazy for some time. And if I’d visit him earlier, I would’ve sent him to the hospital on time, and he wouldn’t get half paralyzed as he is now, however, its only been one month since he got paralyzed, by this amount of time, I’d say his recovery is indeed fast, as he’d be able to move his hand slightly and can walk without the cane. So basically whatever I’ve planned to tell him failed as he knew all along what all I am doing or happening here with my life.

Okay enough of that, later 3PM I went home, pack stuffs for taoyuan, head to the bus stop, waited for 1-2hours, lol, the bus that I was taking normally comes every hour, I waited 2 hours, it didn’t come.. I had to then walk a lengthy walk over to another bus stop, and take a different bus to taoyuan. Strange enough, when I reached Taoyuan, head over to the taxi station(whatever it is called), no taxi was there, a woman offer me a ride, at first I wasn’t sure if I should trust her as the car isn’t a taxi, just a normal ride and yet there is a meter to count the number of KM per NT$, anyway, without further or due I head up the car and she brought me back to my gramp’s crib.

As soon as I got back home, I saw everyone of my family at my grandparent’s house, where they usually comes back on Sunday, not Saturday, which was also another ironic thing..

Okay that’s almost every weird thing that happened on the day itself.