What you don’t know is that although my eyes appear to stare blankly as if I know nothing, but words are boiling inside my head.

Standing alone in a crowd of people,

Drowning in a sea of air,

Burning in a fire of ice,

Living in a life full of death.

You look depresssed,

I asked what was wrong,

You smiled and said ‘nothing’,

but then you turned around and whispered everything in your mind.

Please push me away,

Please break my heart,

Please leave my mind alone,

Because I could not survived in the pain you’ve put me through which you promise to be heaven.

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I lie in my bed motionless hoping somehow you would let me go, so my life would be better.

but turns out to have made me suffocate in hell.

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I want to stop loving you,

I want to stop remembering you,

Because you never understand the fact that the things which you put me through made me distress,

I’m not asking for anything but please let me go.

I could sing a thousand songs,

Write a thousand poems,

Love a thousand times,

But nothing shows how I really feel,

More than each and every pain you’ve put me through.