I’ve lied so much to myself that I don’t know what is real anymore.

I’ve lost a sense of reality, I begin to wonder if my memories are real or not.

When everything is gone,

All I ever believed in has flown,

I realized that I had nothing left to take,

And everything I ever believed in was fake.

Everyday you’re sad,

And it makes you one day closer of being happy.

Every tear you cry,

And it leaves you one tear closer to when you have nothing to cry about.

Each cut makes you bleed but you’re bleeding out all your love not your pain.

Every promise you made, you broke,

Every word you spoke, you lied,

And who would have thought that I actually have believed you.