After the sleepless nights that I’ve had in Brunei, I thought I finally can loosen things up since I just returned and was so looking forward for a boundless sleep as I was so worn out to the point I do not bother to unload my luggage and most importantly shower as I normally do not sleep without a cool, cozy shower. As soon as I reached my apartment, I immediately ditched my luggage near the main door, took off my shoes, turned on the AC, hopped onto my bed and snore my way off the sleep. As I was just enjoying myself, I got a texted from Xiao Man, she asked me to meet her at Taipei City Hall at 5, which is already 3pm, so I thought I shouldn’t be sleeping otherwise I’d overslept.

Then we met and we watched 3D Step Up(I might make another post on this with my opinions of the movie), then we met up with Amanda and Jack later. They started discussing whether to go Kaoshiung the next day, which I wouldn’t be interested in, as I hardly had any sleep lately and I will not have fun in kaoshiung if I’m tired. So I told them I wouldn’t be going, but they still insisted of wanting me to go and started pressurizing me so I told them I might be going. But they’d understand very well that I will not go.

So I got home, signed into skype trying to solve the issue between two friend’s relationship. As the problem was getting serious, and as much as I’d not want to help them, I have to as he asked me to help. So well, I stayed up all night trying to comfort my friend, and then while thinking for a solution for their relationship. As exhausted as I am, I couldn’t bear to sleep as I’d thought I should help them think of a solution. But at last, I slept in.

2 hours later(11am) where we’re suppose to meet up at Taipei Main Station to go to Kaoshiung, I was sleeping, all the 4 fellows texted me and said they all went home only one went to kaoshiung. So well, I was worried, I called her and tried to asked her whats wrong, though that time they just sorted our with their relationship problems, however, she’d still kept hiding it from me. And so, because of this, I thought she’s at kaoshiung, the other guy’s at home, and two were together at a different place. I was thinking of ways to comfort the girl since she left to kaoshiung alone, so I called my other friend, we talked so long about it and I explained lotta shits, then he asked me to called the girl. As complicated as it seems, in other words, I just kept calling one another as I was so worried, spending hours on the phone and my telephone bills could be costly this month, in the end they told me all of this was a set up, their problem is solved. And they’re doing this because I didn’t showed up in Taipei Main Station when they’re going to Kaoshiung.

I was like “WTF? You gotta be kidding me.. After all my efforts and shits eventhough I was so tired, I still stayed up to think of a way to help, you’re telling me all these were BS?”.

Its a pretty complicated problem, I’m not sure if anyone could understand by reading this post(I doubt it). And when I was pissed, one of them comes to me and said,”Its all your fault, you didn’t wake up, we all tried to wake up, why can’t you?”

I was like “Have it ever occurred to you that I haven’t been sleeping for days, have it ever occurred to you that I’ve been staying my ass up all night trying to think of a solution to the problem which you have no clue of? Yet you tried to planned all these shits when you have no clue of what the problem was on the previous night.” And also he made it seem as if I wasn’t a friend enough to go with them, I’d say I was too much of a friend that I’d trusted them so much that I’d fall for their silly bullshits.

He went speechless, started blowing my phone up, didn’t want to answer. I just thought, if I’d get over it so fast, when will they ever learn? They’d think if I always stay happy and get over shits so easily, they’d always tried to do all the BS on me and I’ll get over it after some time. Not that easy dude. You caused this, and yet you tell me not to blame the rest, if the rest are sincere enough to me, they wouldn’t have done it.

I don’t know what to say, I won’t and can’t forgive you now. And I don’t care if you’d want to stay longer in Taiwan or not, whether we’re able to hang out again, we’ll let time tell, if I can get over it, then lucky you, if not, then go find someone new who you can do these kind of bullshits to.

Aight thats about it. I’m done ranting. Peace out!

I just finished my first and last semester in MTC. Learnt a lot of stuffs and met a lot of awesome friends(Hobby, Jack, Eve, Rick, Phoebe, Xin Nian, Ru Hui, Suo Nan, James). And as most may know, I am not extending my study in MTC as I’m moving to linkou’s shida to pursue further with my studies. As of now I’m alone at home(brunei), typing and yet reminiscing the times we’ve shared together. Now that James’ gone and next comes Phoebe(24/8) and I wouldn’t be able to see them for long, prolly never again, and I kinda regret for leaving at the wrong time that I’d not be able to attend Phoebe’s farewell(*sigh*).And by the time I get back to Taiwan next week(27/8), I know everything’s never gonna be the same again. Though Rick, Hobby, Jack, Eve might still be in Taiwan. However, I bet we wouldn’t hang out as often as before, as we will not go to the same class(schedule) and do the same thing. Rick, jack & eve are all taking seperate classes, hobby will be heading to mainland soon, and by that time I’d be in linkou.

All I have to say is to you all is, no matter the distance, no matter what you’re doing or who you’d become, all I know is, for the past 3months in MTC, no matter how bored we were or so, I’ve enjoyed lotta tremendous moments with y’all worth reminiscing for. I hope we’d still keep in touch wherever you may be..

MTC (June 2010 – August 2010)

I seriously need a break, been so tired lately yet all the school’s paper works that’d need to be submitted before August 31st are stressing me out as I am not sure if I’d be able to obtain the money for the enrollment before August 31st, and MTC friends are leaving, been hanging out with them everyday, enjoyed the outings but barely had any good sleep(8hrs), regardless me having the time to update my blog, websites, etc. Its 3.22AM now, Imma off now!

Its not that I’m being childish nor being temperamental, its just the fact I’ve given so much of myself for the sake of you guys, that when I shall asked for small favor, none would even want to help. Not that I’m self-praising but seriously, I’ve been really generous for these past 2 months. Anyways, I just realized me complaining and writing a blog post about this, just shows how immature I’m of. Ah wells, whatever it is, since I’ve got way lot better things to do apart from hanging out with you guys(I’m serious), I’d rather just do what I gotta do than to beg for you guys to stay when I actually have way more important stuffs to do. Sorry then, if I’d offended anyone with this blog post, I’m just saying what I gotta say, you can judge me anyway you wanted, its not like I’ve never been badly judged before. Ciao~

Earlier today I was at Ximen with a friend, I was trying to get a birthday gift for my sis’s upcoming 20th birthday. After I bought the gift and all, I was ready to leave Ximen to Guting by MRT as I’d have some stuffs to do. On my way towards the MRT, I was called over by a lady, I told her, “Sorry, I’d really have to get going, as I’m meeting up some friends.” She’d still tell me,”Its okay, I won’t take much of your time.” And then she forcefully dragged me away from my friend and took me to a store, and brought me to its basement. As soon as I get down, I saw a lot of half naked ladies on the basement, when I say half naked its not that they’re topless, but they’re only covering themselves with towels. Anyway, tbh, I was pretty confused when I saw those ladies. Then the lady who brought me there started interviewing me about my age, name, etc. LOL! Then later, she’d asked if I’d have abs, I said no. And kept telling her, that I’d really have to go, so I can get outta that awkward situation, however she’d still kept saying that she’d take a few minutes, and later, she called her models over, and asked if I can do them a favor in taking topless photos with her models and asked for my contact details. I pretty much refuse them in everything they’d asked for. So yeah, later, I kinda got pissed as I got friend’s waiting for me at some place. So I told them that I’m not interested in anything they’d be offering me, even if that I’m getting paid for it and so I left. Roflmao, after thinking it over, I find it pretty ironic yet funny. lol.. Do I look like a pornstar or some sort? Or do I look like someone who’s got a good body figure? Oh wells, glad that its over. Hope that I’ll never gone through such shits again. If I’d come across anything like this again, I’d be declining them in a crude way.