I’m so gonna miss you.. </3

When you try your best but you don’t succeed
When you get what you want but not what you need
When you feel so tired but you can’t sleep
Stuck in reverse

And the tears come streaming down your face
When you lose something you can’t replace
When you love someone but it goes to waste
Could it be worse?

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you

And high up above or down below
When you’re too in love to let it go
But if you never try you’ll never know
Just what you’re worth

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you

Tears stream down your face
When you lose something you cannot replace
Tears stream down your face
And I

Tears stream down your face
I promise you I will learn from my mistakes
Tears stream down your face
And I

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you

When I first addressed you as my sister, I’ve put all hopes within myself into helping you become a better person. I did all I could to comfort you, provide you care and love when you needed most. After all I’ve done to help you, you told me one words that changed it all, you said,”there’s nothing you can help Tim, all you can help is let me get back together with him.” From that on, I told myself.. “After all I’ve done you made it seem none of these were help, and you were still immune to getting what you want, you neglected your friends’ efforts. So since you majoritarily care only about what you want, then I’m gonna give you what you want.” I hope by now, you’re happy to at least get all the care and love from the right person. I’m done helping you with this problem, relationship(you & him), I’m done.. Its over for me, you have to learn to face it by your own. Now that you have him, treasure him. Isn’t that all you want? I hope so.. :’)

I’ve done what you wanted me to do. I’m done taking part in this matter. Do whatever you want, right now you’re just too immune to getting what you want that you neglect anyone that cared. You’re too self-centered. I’m sorry to say all these, but yes I’ve had enough. I tried my best to help, you never trusted me. It sometime feels like “when I give u bread, I got rocks thrown at me in return”. I still love you and care about you. But until you sort out things and get your mind cleared, I wouldn’t bother anything related to you guys, neither would I bother you.

再給我幾天的時間，我答應你..你想要的我一定會盡我所能去幫你得到的。 然後我就會消失一輩子。 I promise.