I was planning to go back to Brunei for a visit and enjoy my Chinese New Year for this current winter-vacation. However, I’ve got so many things queued up undone lately. And I’ve still wasting my time leisurely without bothering em. So I guess, even if I start doing em, I wouldn’t have time for a lil bit of preparation for my upcoming semester which is expected to be harsh on the same amount of syllabus as the previous semester and with lesser time provided till the exams starts to roll again. So basically, like I’ve mentioned there is so much to do in this vacation. I feel sorry for all my homies back in Brunei, I’d love to visit you guys, but *bummer* just not this time.. Most prolly on my summer vacation, that is if I get reasonable grades. hah! ciao!

好懷念以前練撞球的時候。好想回去練。可是我沒時間了..沒有像之前有那麼多時間可以去練球..如果現在去找教練練球他一定會把我打死的。我只有20天，他怎麼可能會讓我練一下就走呢？我好想念我教練喔.. T.T 這寒假好閒喔..不知道該做些什麼。本來說好寒假要讀書，可是怎麼想讀書都沒有那個心情去讀。還有我最近又變胖了。*嘆氣* 好吧，轉球先等到暑假再說吧。 我覺得我應該每平日都去游泳，呆在家裡快發霉了啦。快四點了，該下線了。大家晚安！

Lets just say I’ve got a rough month. With all the dramas and rumors between me and a chick in school. And all the misunderstanding between my friends. Whatever it is, I’d not like to write em’ down here, I’d think its part of a pretty ill-fated past which I don’t feel like letting my readers know. And also, don’t want to keep disheartening myself everytime I browse through my blog. And with all the tensions and problems I’m going through, I’d like to thank all my beloved Taipei friends that have been always keeping a big smile on my face. Nevertheless, I’d also like to thank Taka(a japanese friend who I’ve just known recently) for throwing a party that have made my head immune to the fun and not thinking about the depressing past. Thanks guys for making my expected to be a ‘horrible’ christmas more merrier!

Today’s the last day imma play and mess around. I very well know my capability is not as good as those who don’t study everyday and yet I still fool around and play with them. I don’t blame them at all, but myself for being so easily distracted. I hope from tomorrow onwards I’d start pushing myself real hard with most of my subjects and I’d definitely update my progress. And not another utter bullshit. This time I am for real, gotta manage my time wisely, mainly for studying, not trying to sound nerdy, just want to get into a satisfying university by summer.

As you may know, I’ve been trying my best to get my mind settled down and study. However, each time I tried again and again, I seemed to fail. But, I’ve figured out the best way to settle down and get a lot of time to yourself for studying is to be a miserable anti-social guy. cause when you have lotta friends, all you do is try to spend most of your time with them, and if you rarely hang out with them for a while because you want to study, they’d think you’ve changed and found new friends or whatever it is that you’d replaced them with.

So yeah, the main point is, not everything can goes accordingly to what you want! when you want to sit down and focus on study, you tend to lose your friends, when your bored of studying and need some mates to play with they won’t be there for you anymore. Well, I can’t say it happens for everyone, cause I do know there are some least amount of people who manage their play and study time very well, and the time is well-managed accordingly to the way you like it. But 8/10 of the people, you’d find only two of the people are of these kind. I mean, well, if your in a school like mine, where you just joined only for a year and leave. It is hard to judge how a person is and whether they’d cooperate to your time system or whether you’d be able to cooperate to their time system. I guess I should take some rest now, right now I don’t even know what’s the main point and why I’d typed all these, its prolly just tensions and restlessness. Aight, I’m out then. =.=