After the sleepless nights that I’ve had in Brunei, I thought I finally can loosen things up since I just returned and was so looking forward for a boundless sleep as I was so worn out to the point I do not bother to unload my luggage and most importantly shower as I normally do not sleep without a cool, cozy shower. As soon as I reached my apartment, I immediately ditched my luggage near the main door, took off my shoes, turned on the AC, hopped onto my bed and snore my way off the sleep. As I was just enjoying myself, I got a texted from Xiao Man, she asked me to meet her at Taipei City Hall at 5, which is already 3pm, so I thought I shouldn’t be sleeping otherwise I’d overslept.

Then we met and we watched 3D Step Up(I might make another post on this with my opinions of the movie), then we met up with Amanda and Jack later. They started discussing whether to go Kaoshiung the next day, which I wouldn’t be interested in, as I hardly had any sleep lately and I will not have fun in kaoshiung if I’m tired. So I told them I wouldn’t be going, but they still insisted of wanting me to go and started pressurizing me so I told them I might be going. But they’d understand very well that I will not go.

So I got home, signed into skype trying to solve the issue between two friend’s relationship. As the problem was getting serious, and as much as I’d not want to help them, I have to as he asked me to help. So well, I stayed up all night trying to comfort my friend, and then while thinking for a solution for their relationship. As exhausted as I am, I couldn’t bear to sleep as I’d thought I should help them think of a solution. But at last, I slept in.

2 hours later(11am) where we’re suppose to meet up at Taipei Main Station to go to Kaoshiung, I was sleeping, all the 4 fellows texted me and said they all went home only one went to kaoshiung. So well, I was worried, I called her and tried to asked her whats wrong, though that time they just sorted our with their relationship problems, however, she’d still kept hiding it from me. And so, because of this, I thought she’s at kaoshiung, the other guy’s at home, and two were together at a different place. I was thinking of ways to comfort the girl since she left to kaoshiung alone, so I called my other friend, we talked so long about it and I explained lotta shits, then he asked me to called the girl. As complicated as it seems, in other words, I just kept calling one another as I was so worried, spending hours on the phone and my telephone bills could be costly this month, in the end they told me all of this was a set up, their problem is solved. And they’re doing this because I didn’t showed up in Taipei Main Station when they’re going to Kaoshiung.

I was like “WTF? You gotta be kidding me.. After all my efforts and shits eventhough I was so tired, I still stayed up to think of a way to help, you’re telling me all these were BS?”.

Its a pretty complicated problem, I’m not sure if anyone could understand by reading this post(I doubt it). And when I was pissed, one of them comes to me and said,”Its all your fault, you didn’t wake up, we all tried to wake up, why can’t you?”

I was like “Have it ever occurred to you that I haven’t been sleeping for days, have it ever occurred to you that I’ve been staying my ass up all night trying to think of a solution to the problem which you have no clue of? Yet you tried to planned all these shits when you have no clue of what the problem was on the previous night.” And also he made it seem as if I wasn’t a friend enough to go with them, I’d say I was too much of a friend that I’d trusted them so much that I’d fall for their silly bullshits.

He went speechless, started blowing my phone up, didn’t want to answer. I just thought, if I’d get over it so fast, when will they ever learn? They’d think if I always stay happy and get over shits so easily, they’d always tried to do all the BS on me and I’ll get over it after some time. Not that easy dude. You caused this, and yet you tell me not to blame the rest, if the rest are sincere enough to me, they wouldn’t have done it.

I don’t know what to say, I won’t and can’t forgive you now. And I don’t care if you’d want to stay longer in Taiwan or not, whether we’re able to hang out again, we’ll let time tell, if I can get over it, then lucky you, if not, then go find someone new who you can do these kind of bullshits to.

Aight thats about it. I’m done ranting. Peace out!