I’ve been having a hard thought about my life, career and future lately and have realized if I kept going on the same way like I always was, that is getting serious with something and put all effort to it and become good at it then some obstacles came in between while I was improving, I decided to rest for a while, got lazy, then start getting serious on another thing. I serious-fucking-ly have to make up my mind of what I really want. Though I’m saying all these, I still can’t be sure what I want. I’ve neglected whats most important for me, that is “pool”. Now I’m back to the internet/webmaster’s world and I remember while I was serious at pool, I told myself I will never return as a webmaster ever again. But sadly, here I am again. Pool was actually a thing I tried to put all heads onto it, focus and walk all the way with it. And they were 6months of hardcore training since Sep 2008, I was improving so much and was happy with the result. Now look at me, I played pool lately, and found out that I have forgotten a few of the logical ball control techniques. Everything does not seem right to me. I can’t imagine what my mind will make me like tomorrow. But I’ll say I will certainly try my best to focus on what I really want to become(as if I have a real interest, as I like almost everything I saw. =_=”). This is the most ironic posts I’ve ever made. Self-consulting! XD
Our life is full of bad choices, its a miracle if we’re ever right, even then it can always be questioned.
Life is just like a box of chocolates, its good while it lasts but its over too soon.
The best things in life are unseen that’s why we close our eyes when we kiss, cry and dream.
Everyday you’re sad,
And it makes you one day closer of being happy.
Every tear you cry,
And it leaves you one tear closer to when you have nothing to cry about.


